Go On WiTh Ma LiFe~^^

Hye guyss!!! Its been a long time huh...well,now its 2:30am in the morning and i'm typing this in the darkk~~ Hehehe...i can't see a thing but funny i can see ma keyboard :pp anyway, back to the main story here, i think i'm gonna move on with ma life....Study hardd!!! Thats ma main goals for now and for girls~~~ermmmmm~~~ i'm still 19 soo gurls can wait...^_^.... NOW, i just log out from fb just now and i check out someone's profile and she's look like an interesting girl to know, i mean its not that i like her or anything but its just i dunno.....hehehe...okay2, and about ma hair, i was thinking, i'm gonna change ma looks in a new style...but i dun want when i get home my mum will freak out ok, i just want a new and simple style that looks good on me, thats all. Thats not a crime ryte guys?? Then, about izzy, i thought a lot about her and ma decision is she can go to hell!! I mean she's change and everything and she doesn't love me anymore, everyone said she's just playing with ma heart and they are ryte...i gotta stop thinking about her....huhuhu...but its hard...but i think i can leave her...hehehe...i have ma way..and~~~~~~~~~ ermmmm....should i say this to you guys?? *thinking for a long time* I think no need to tell you, its ma personal feelings~^^ Oklah, gtg...nyte everyone!!! Sweetdreams!!!! ^_^ Oucchh!!! Mosquitoes bite me~~ darnn~~ :pp

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Hey guys!!! Its been a while since ma last update,well.....there's a lot happen to me lately,i broke up with ma gf.....and it hurts me a lot...i know its a stupid choice becauze i'm choosing over my ex and its stupid!!!! All ma friends criticize me because of ma action, i know i hurt u a lot and thanks sebab praying for me will not happy with her cauze that is what's happening ryte now. I love my ex like crazy and now,she's treating me like i'm nothing!!! I dun understand....and she has changed a lot since i know her for the past 1 years and 8 month....I dun understand, she keep saying that she's matured and all but entahlah~~~ I'm confused...Emotion, Logic, Matured, all that stuff...and LOVE for the other hand...She is hurting me a lot...I text her almost everyday and every time but not one she reply and i did call her but she never pick-up, i mean she did pick-up but the time is random....mostly she didn't pick-up, and for your info Zy, thanks because your killing me from the inside, slowly and painfully..I accept u as u are but at least one message a day is enough for me to know that u care for me but not one single message u gave me, and u call me once a month, thanks a lot...YES i am childish but this is about my emotion and its my heart for god sake!!!!! Argghhh!!!!

I hate it!!! She treat me like i'm nothing!!! I......never mind...she doesn't care if i call her or not and she doesn't care if i didn't text her at all....All she said is whatever i dun care (Thats her favorite line)....what will you do if the girl you love treat you like nothing and never said i love you back to you, what will you feel?? I bet it hurts a lot ryte?? Well,thats what happening to me now. I dun know what should i do now, should i leave her?? Well,its easy saying but its hard for me to do that..(She knows me better) She should (she refers to Zy)....Why are you doing this to me?? Are u trying to make me hate you?? It will never work but it hurts me like HELL...I dunno what to do ryte now, i'm really-really confused with her~~

And fara, if u still read this, thanks for praying this to me, its working...I'm really hurt ryte now, and i bet your happy now kan?? I hope so and i betul2 mintak maaf dgn u...i hope you forgive me one day....and zy...thanks for hurting me, i really appreciate it. A lot!!! but the stupid thing is i still love you...i'm gonna disappear from your life soon, dun worry k..i'm gonna like GONE forever...i know you dun care if i'm gone or die ryte Zy?? You dun care anything about me now...just admit it..stop pretending yea..I get it you changed a lot and matured, i get it, but you know what, i'm gonna change too and when that time comes, you will realized that I'm the guy that really-really loves you but when that time comes you figured it out yourself k....