EmO ToDaY~~~

Hye guys,today i want to share something with u guys,ermm...well my family came today and they picked me up to stay at my aunt house for a day and it does't turn out to be soo good,i mean i am happy and glad to see them okay but things just not okay for me......huhuhuhu..................in life,there are many problems that i can't handle and the truth is i need someone,i think i need someone to support me from behind,to comfort me all the way in life....but as you all know,who wants me ryte??huhuhu......and the great news is i just cut my hair today and i love it this short,hehe....i'm sure all ma friends are gonna freaked out ^_^.....and yeah,i just smile from the outside but nobody knows that inside of me is full of pain and suffering.......this is my life and whether i like it or not,i just have to deal with it.......

BeInG tOGeThEr AnD BrOkEn-Up.~~~

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.
My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.
Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.
You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.
Wanting her is hard to forget, loving her is hard to regret, losing her is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.
For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.
We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.
People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.
I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.
You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.
I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped.
Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.
I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
While I was holding on all you did was let go.
Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.
I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.
Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found.
Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.
No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

My DeAr FrIeNd~^^

hye guys,its been a while since i update my blog and now i'm back,but seriously today i just got to know a new friend from facebook and she is soo damn cute!!!! Kawaii!!! >_< okay2,back to the main point,i was right because everyone has a problem in this world even hers,as you all please read her blog http://mikacouldsmile.blogspot.com/ k....and when i read her blog,i know that she need all her friends to support her no matter what cause in my opinion,she has a lot of problem that she kept from us and i really2 want to help her,honestly....i dunno why but this girl got something about her that keeps me going after her,ermm~~~~ well,one thing that i know is i love to be friends with her and yeah she is adorable.....i will support you in all the way i can okay IzWiN ZiN...and about my final exams,well tomorrow i got an english test (BEL260) wish me luck guys!!!! Okay, and for IzWiN, whatever problems you have right now, i wish that you will become more stronger to face that problem okay and please remember that you are not alone, your friends will always be there for you, we all there in your heart k...

FiNaL ExAm CaLlinG!!!!

Hye guys!!!!As you all know, final exam is just around the corner and guess what, tomorrow start with a CTU151(Agama Islam) and i have to study, study and study....and my mother called today and she keep saying that she really hope that my pointer will be 3.50% and above. To tell you all the truth, i'm scared,but reality is reality...huhuhu...i have many problems in my head actually, i just don't show it too much because i don't want my friend to worry about me especially Aiman(My best friend)...Man, life is full of problems,right now i'm studying CTU151....Bye guys and wish me luck for tomorrow exams......

HaPpY BiRtHdAy IjAt!!!!!!

hye guys!!!As you all can see,today is my friends birthday!!!!YAY!!!We celebrate it with full of surprises and as you all know, we throw a flour at him and it was hillarious!!!!Hahahahaha....and i get a flour on my head and at my face as well so hahaha to everyone except for abang hafiz cause he ran away....very2 far just to escape from us, but seriously, it was hillarious and fun!!!!Fun covered in dirt,hehehe....well,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU JATT!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A GOOD RESULT THIS SEMESTER YEA.....If i have a picture of him, i will upload it, i try my best....bye for now....!!!

Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes

HaTe .....

Hye guys!! Well, i know i haven't update my blog for a while but a lot of things have happen to me and trust me, its not a good thing (just bad things happen) Life sucks!! I hate problems but we can't hide from it or run from it rite?? Well, today i gotta go send my clothes to the laundry, hehe, to lazy to clean it up myself (as usual). Well, i dun have much to say..................blur~~^^...........i guess thats it...byee~~^^

FrIdAy CoUnTdOwN~~

Hye guys!!!! Well, today is a pretty boring day and this morning, i just finish my RM (Record Management) test and its sucks cause i dun study any....huhuhu....but the question is pretty ok and i manage to answer. Guess what, today it felt like years for the night to come because i dun have anything to do i mean, i dun have any GF to go out with and all my friends, they keep online all day. Can u all imagine just online the entire day????!!! Man~~~ Life is soo boring today~~~ and nothing interesting happen to me today....emmm.....YEAH, i almost forgot..My roommates just found a kitten and its soo cute!!!! But sometimes he is being annoying.....I mean when i wake up from bed, i found him just behind my head...Hahahahaha....i was soo shock actually but i put him down the floor after that...and Fara is still doesn't text me....I miss her and i miss my family so much!!!!! I dun know whats in my mind ryte now....huhuhu...and i did watch a couple of movies in my laptop, one of the movie is entitled as SEPI...have you all heard this story before?? This story is more to a romantic/romance genre....and for me, in reality, there is no such thing as a happy ending, i mean reality is cruel and the world is a cruel place itself so yeah....for me there is no such thing as true love and there is no happy endings. Sorry guys but this is just an opinion okay...Got to go.....ITADAKIMASU!!!! See you guys later.....

TaKinG Back My LoVE!!!!

Hye guys!!!! Wonder why my title post is a song name?? hehe..well, while i was typing this, i was listen to this song, hope you guys okay with that...soo emm....another day, another disaster....well, today i have 2 tests and i dunno whether i can do it or not.... anyway, i go to class as usual and i studied......and guess what, my mother called today, and she is really-really hope that my result is better then my last semester (2.37%) and that is soo low~~~ and my mother ask me whether if its okay if she wants to buy another cat........and i think its okay, although i'm allergic with the cats fur actually...i still can manage to live.............what the F!!! First time, i dun have nothing to write this time...ohh yeah!!! About Fara, i almost forgot, she didn't even sms me either since yesterday...Honestly, i think Izzati is trying to get rid of me in Fara's head ryte now......Damn i miss her sooo much!!!! and ohh, did i mention that i get a little fight with my friend....Girl Friend......just a friend k guys....and its really hard to persuade her to be better....Girls is complicated, trust me, i know...and i think i'm gonna be sick because my throat not feeling better....i should buy a Strepsils when i have the chance.....well, life is full of problems but i have to moved on...I really hope that Fara will text me soon.....(I really miss her) huhuhuhu......and tomorrow i got record management test in the morning at 9:00 a.m.....i hope i can do it...got to go study now...wish me luck k guys...and give my friends up in the picture a shout-out k!!!!!!!!THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING ME ADDA!!!! I MISS U~~~~^_^

AnOthEr DaY, AnOthEr PrObLeM

well, today i just finish my test, and i'm not pretty sure i can do it or not........(doesn't matter) anyway, today is a pretty exhausted day for me, apparently i have to do many things and i like run there and go there and go back....and.......i have a mental test this evening and it went okay.....and Fara didn't even text me....huhuhu..so disappointed...and today i have to ride a bus with full of girls!!!!!!!! It was soooo embarrassing that i have to face all that girls in the bus and some of them know my name and thats makes me confused~~~ I mean come on!!!I didn't even know her and suddenly she knows my full name???!!!! Is she spying on me??Cause it really freaking me out....honestly and annoying cause when they know my name, they can say bad stuff about me and thats bad~~ >_<....But i manage to get new friends though....although they are GIRLS, i mean they still human ryte?? Emmmm...i guess thats all...keep in touch everyone!!!!I'll see you all soon enough.......

LiFe Is CoMpliCaTeD!!!!!

Life is complicated and i really2 hate it. No one understands me and that is truly true!!!!I bet some of you have your own problem and no one can understand your problem ryte??Well, the reason why i created this blog is to express all my feelings in it. What i hate the most is about my love life.......God i hate this part!!!!I love this girl like crazy but no one understands me....even my parents. I can't denied that life is full of problems and we can't run from it, yes its true. All this time, when i love someone.....i realize that i was trying to find a girl just like my ex-gf...I mean i tried to forget about her but I CAN'T!!!!! I tried though....i really-really hate this feelings.....it felt like i was going crazy but at the same time, it hurts soo much...the pain, its killing me from the inside. I mean she doesn't want to meet me for once???I mean come on.....just once and yet she still give no answer....now because of her, i throw away my Myspace account and my Facebook account....This is really a tough time for me ryte now and i need to be alone.....Love hurts and the pain is unexplainable....Not even words can express it...I hope i'll be better soon....