Hari Raya~^^

Hey there, its Raya morning and i'm still in bed, just now i got a text from Fara Ain, she says sorry and all but somehow i dun feel right, i mean i'm gonna moved on, after this, i'm gonna find a real true girl that i really-really like then i'm gonna take care of her heart. I'm not gonna make the same mistakes again, and about ma number, i think i need a new number, becauze in order to moved on, i need to meet someone new in ma life soo its decided, i'm gonna buy maxis new number today, :pp.... Say byee2 to the past and hello to the future ^_^ I'm not gonna turn around anymore, the past is the past, i want to forget everything that i have done in the past and start looking ahead.

About ma feelings, ermmm....its hard to describe it but to izzati i just wanna say goodbye gurl for everything that u have done for me and thanks for hurting me soo much and make a hole in ma heart thats gonna last forever, when i think about it, god have his own plan, maybe this way, i think i will be matured enough to about all this love stuff and to Fara Ain, i'm really sorry, i made a lot of mistakes and thanks for cursing me that i will not be happy cauze that wish of urs really came true soo thank you soo muchh!!! ^_^ I really appriciate it, i mean really, i dun mind at all, its just i feel stupid around u knowing that its all ma fault and not u, being around u makes me hate maself more and more...i hope u understand what i'm saying here fara...and thanks for everything. I guess this is goodbye then. ^_^

Be safe to all k, take care and be happy always. SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa MaAf ZaHiR DaN BaTiN To all ma friends, family, all the people that knows me in this world. Just live ur life!!!!! >_<

P.S

i aSkeD fOr sTrengTh..
aNd GOD gaVe me diFficultIes to MaKe Me sTronG..

i aSkeD fOr wiSdOm..
aNd GOD gaVe mE pRobLems tO sOLve..

i AskEd fOr prOsPeriTy..
anD GOD gaVe me BraIn aNd eNergy to WorK..

i aSked fOr coUraGe..
aNd GOD gaVe me DangEr to OverCome..

i aSkeD fOr LovE..
aNd GOD gaVe me TrouBLed peOpLe to hELp..

i aSkEd fOr FaVors..
aNd GOD gaVe me OpPortUniTies..

i ReCeivED nOthiNg i wAntEd..
BuT i ReCeiVeD eVerytHinG i NeeDed..

^_^

Go On WiTh Ma LiFe~^^

Hye guyss!!! Its been a long time huh...well,now its 2:30am in the morning and i'm typing this in the darkk~~ Hehehe...i can't see a thing but funny i can see ma keyboard :pp anyway, back to the main story here, i think i'm gonna move on with ma life....Study hardd!!! Thats ma main goals for now and for girls~~~ermmmmm~~~ i'm still 19 soo gurls can wait...^_^.... NOW, i just log out from fb just now and i check out someone's profile and she's look like an interesting girl to know, i mean its not that i like her or anything but its just i dunno.....hehehe...okay2, and about ma hair, i was thinking, i'm gonna change ma looks in a new style...but i dun want when i get home my mum will freak out ok, i just want a new and simple style that looks good on me, thats all. Thats not a crime ryte guys?? Then, about izzy, i thought a lot about her and ma decision is she can go to hell!! I mean she's change and everything and she doesn't love me anymore, everyone said she's just playing with ma heart and they are ryte...i gotta stop thinking about her....huhuhu...but its hard...but i think i can leave her...hehehe...i have ma way..and~~~~~~~~~ ermmmm....should i say this to you guys?? *thinking for a long time* I think no need to tell you, its ma personal feelings~^^ Oklah, gtg...nyte everyone!!! Sweetdreams!!!! ^_^ Oucchh!!! Mosquitoes bite me~~ darnn~~ :pp

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Hey guys!!! Its been a while since ma last update,well.....there's a lot happen to me lately,i broke up with ma gf.....and it hurts me a lot...i know its a stupid choice becauze i'm choosing over my ex and its stupid!!!! All ma friends criticize me because of ma action, i know i hurt u a lot and thanks sebab praying for me will not happy with her cauze that is what's happening ryte now. I love my ex like crazy and now,she's treating me like i'm nothing!!! I dun understand....and she has changed a lot since i know her for the past 1 years and 8 month....I dun understand, she keep saying that she's matured and all but entahlah~~~ I'm confused...Emotion, Logic, Matured, all that stuff...and LOVE for the other hand...She is hurting me a lot...I text her almost everyday and every time but not one she reply and i did call her but she never pick-up, i mean she did pick-up but the time is random....mostly she didn't pick-up, and for your info Zy, thanks because your killing me from the inside, slowly and painfully..I accept u as u are but at least one message a day is enough for me to know that u care for me but not one single message u gave me, and u call me once a month, thanks a lot...YES i am childish but this is about my emotion and its my heart for god sake!!!!! Argghhh!!!!

I hate it!!! She treat me like i'm nothing!!! I......never mind...she doesn't care if i call her or not and she doesn't care if i didn't text her at all....All she said is whatever i dun care (Thats her favorite line)....what will you do if the girl you love treat you like nothing and never said i love you back to you, what will you feel?? I bet it hurts a lot ryte?? Well,thats what happening to me now. I dun know what should i do now, should i leave her?? Well,its easy saying but its hard for me to do that..(She knows me better) She should (she refers to Zy)....Why are you doing this to me?? Are u trying to make me hate you?? It will never work but it hurts me like HELL...I dunno what to do ryte now, i'm really-really confused with her~~

And fara, if u still read this, thanks for praying this to me, its working...I'm really hurt ryte now, and i bet your happy now kan?? I hope so and i betul2 mintak maaf dgn u...i hope you forgive me one day....and zy...thanks for hurting me, i really appreciate it. A lot!!! but the stupid thing is i still love you...i'm gonna disappear from your life soon, dun worry k..i'm gonna like GONE forever...i know you dun care if i'm gone or die ryte Zy?? You dun care anything about me now...just admit it..stop pretending yea..I get it you changed a lot and matured, i get it, but you know what, i'm gonna change too and when that time comes, you will realized that I'm the guy that really-really loves you but when that time comes you figured it out yourself k....

Ok Day~~

Hye guyss!!!! i'm here again,well...today just an ordinary day,emm...i just watched Predator the movie just now and the ending sucks!!!!! I mean TOTALLY!!! For you all guys out there please dun buy the story,its just not worth it,i mean the story's ending is just not worth it,believe me i know.....and tonight i open my Facebook account then i saw my Sweetheart(Fara Ain) chat with her friends lah kan,a guy and they seem really closed,i mean the men invited him to his house to go online for free then my Sayang Respond said gatal and everything...but really,it hurts...i dunno why tapi walaupun diorg just kwn kan but i dunno......i'm sorry Sygg but i tak suka taw,if u read this,u know that i'm sad tonite,sad sebab i takut ada lelaki lain take ur heart away from me..i'm scared sebab kita pun duduk jauh kan,yg tuu i faham tapi entahlah....I pun dah jadi kuat jealous mcm U taw.....huhuhuhuhu....i hope u faham sygg.....and mlm nie i'm not happy.....it hurts!!!! i hate this feelings!!!!!Think POSITIVE!!!Come on u can do it!!!Huhuhuhuhuu...i'll try.....i'm feeling really lonely ryte now....i dunno what to talk anymore,takde mood.....i think love is not meant for me after all.......

Hye guys!!! Its been soo long since my last update,seriously,it feels like ages,hehe...well,i'm back at college life,nothing interesting happens actually,still got ma old friends,and guess what,for this semester i got the same class as adda(ma best friend) ^_^ isn't that great??!! I'm so glad and happy,but she complained about me,she said that i can't stop talking,and i was talkative especially to the people that i know,she said that i keep talking until she can be crazy just by hear me talking,hee...sorry adda,i promised i will stop talking after this,dun worry k....and for my subjects...emmmmm~~ i hate Note taking!!!! I mean it involves a lot of reading and memory,i mean a lot i have to remember and i hate it!!! And the lecturer is @#$^!!! Seriously,and math on the other hand is like shit!!! I hate this semester,honestly,i didn't think i can make it this semester....huhuhuhu.....syggg!!! Please support me~~ U jew yg bleh make me smile and happy~~ I need u ryte now~~~ If u read this,i just want u to know that i love u!!!! >_< Sooo~~sooo muchie!!!! Muaaaaxxxxxx!!!! Bye guys,see ya all tonite....

Sunday~~~

Hye guyss!! Long time since ma last update,i know its been a long time but seriously,i've got nothing to say dohh~~ hehehe,just still with the same gurl,hope our relationship will last forever,i luv u fara ain!!!! >_< Ermmm....at home nie,the suasana die tuu taklah ok sangat i mean still got problem with ma brothers but this is ma family kan,and about ma motorcycle,i dunno lah nak beli motor apa,i mean,come on lah,i dunno...huhuhuhu....i miss all ma friends kat college,serius....takpe2,nanti baliklah aku kat college,sabar2...hehehe...ermm...apa lagy yea...well.today my job was just sleeping jew the entire day~~~~ heheheh..teruk kan?? Habis,dah takde kerja lain nak buat,yg laptop aku nie plak,asyik my little bro jew yg pegang and main game jew kerja die,huhuhu..sabar jelah aku...well...i guess thats it...good nyte everyone!!!! Nanti aku update lagy yea...and sygg,if u reading this,i just want to say i luv u like crazy and u are ma everything!!!!! >_< 1437~~^^ ^_~

Problems,problems...and...problems!!!!!

Hye guys,long time no see ya,i know i didn't update ma blog for a long time,but now i'm back!!!Hehehe...emm....well~~~i got a problem actually and tension ryte now,thats why i came here,to confess all ma feelings....the truth is,many things have happen to me lately,there are good things and bad...thingyyy...i hate to talk about this but i must and i should,that is the purpose i build this blog,its to express all the bad thingy in here..huhuhuhuhu...

well,recently,i just came back to Kuala Terengganu,and i have to finish my motorcycle license in this week but its hard,i dunno why but it feels soo hard to finish it and now my mum start yelling and screaming at me like i'm a total jerk. The truth is, i'm not very good at driving motorcycle and i think i have told that in ma blog ryte?? Well, and my dad!!!! He is such a crap!!! I mean he keep calling me everyday to go to K.L and i hate ittt!!!! I'm really sick of him,sick of everything!!! Yes,i want to go to K.L dad but i have to finish ma motorcycle license here,mum have paid the fee soo i must finish it here,not there....understand?? Haihh...i'm really tired...and i'm sick of life,i really am....damn i miss ma friends!!! and ma gurl!!! I really wish i can see her ryte now...huhuhuhu...i hope all this problem will go away as soon as possible..and ma result is coming out soon!!!!! Ohhh F&%$ i hate it~~~ Its not that i hate ma result is just that i'm scared ma IPC and ma Record Management subject....God...please help me...huhuhuhu....now i'm really scared and tension...it felt like the world is falling apart from me.....


P.S.
What comes around,goes around~~~~
(does't have any connection in ma life,just wanna type it for fun ^_^)