Hari Raya~^^

Hey there, its Raya morning and i'm still in bed, just now i got a text from Fara Ain, she says sorry and all but somehow i dun feel right, i mean i'm gonna moved on, after this, i'm gonna find a real true girl that i really-really like then i'm gonna take care of her heart. I'm not gonna make the same mistakes again, and about ma number, i think i need a new number, becauze in order to moved on, i need to meet someone new in ma life soo its decided, i'm gonna buy maxis new number today, :pp.... Say byee2 to the past and hello to the future ^_^ I'm not gonna turn around anymore, the past is the past, i want to forget everything that i have done in the past and start looking ahead.

About ma feelings, ermmm....its hard to describe it but to izzati i just wanna say goodbye gurl for everything that u have done for me and thanks for hurting me soo much and make a hole in ma heart thats gonna last forever, when i think about it, god have his own plan, maybe this way, i think i will be matured enough to about all this love stuff and to Fara Ain, i'm really sorry, i made a lot of mistakes and thanks for cursing me that i will not be happy cauze that wish of urs really came true soo thank you soo muchh!!! ^_^ I really appriciate it, i mean really, i dun mind at all, its just i feel stupid around u knowing that its all ma fault and not u, being around u makes me hate maself more and more...i hope u understand what i'm saying here fara...and thanks for everything. I guess this is goodbye then. ^_^

Be safe to all k, take care and be happy always. SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa MaAf ZaHiR DaN BaTiN To all ma friends, family, all the people that knows me in this world. Just live ur life!!!!! >_<

P.S

i aSkeD fOr sTrengTh..
aNd GOD gaVe me diFficultIes to MaKe Me sTronG..

i aSkeD fOr wiSdOm..
aNd GOD gaVe mE pRobLems tO sOLve..

i AskEd fOr prOsPeriTy..
anD GOD gaVe me BraIn aNd eNergy to WorK..

i aSked fOr coUraGe..
aNd GOD gaVe me DangEr to OverCome..

i aSkeD fOr LovE..
aNd GOD gaVe me TrouBLed peOpLe to hELp..

i aSkEd fOr FaVors..
aNd GOD gaVe me OpPortUniTies..

i ReCeivED nOthiNg i wAntEd..
BuT i ReCeiVeD eVerytHinG i NeeDed..

^_^

Go On WiTh Ma LiFe~^^

Hye guyss!!! Its been a long time huh...well,now its 2:30am in the morning and i'm typing this in the darkk~~ Hehehe...i can't see a thing but funny i can see ma keyboard :pp anyway, back to the main story here, i think i'm gonna move on with ma life....Study hardd!!! Thats ma main goals for now and for girls~~~ermmmmm~~~ i'm still 19 soo gurls can wait...^_^.... NOW, i just log out from fb just now and i check out someone's profile and she's look like an interesting girl to know, i mean its not that i like her or anything but its just i dunno.....hehehe...okay2, and about ma hair, i was thinking, i'm gonna change ma looks in a new style...but i dun want when i get home my mum will freak out ok, i just want a new and simple style that looks good on me, thats all. Thats not a crime ryte guys?? Then, about izzy, i thought a lot about her and ma decision is she can go to hell!! I mean she's change and everything and she doesn't love me anymore, everyone said she's just playing with ma heart and they are ryte...i gotta stop thinking about her....huhuhu...but its hard...but i think i can leave her...hehehe...i have ma way..and~~~~~~~~~ ermmmm....should i say this to you guys?? *thinking for a long time* I think no need to tell you, its ma personal feelings~^^ Oklah, gtg...nyte everyone!!! Sweetdreams!!!! ^_^ Oucchh!!! Mosquitoes bite me~~ darnn~~ :pp

???????????????

Hey guys!!! Its been a while since ma last update,well.....there's a lot happen to me lately,i broke up with ma gf.....and it hurts me a lot...i know its a stupid choice becauze i'm choosing over my ex and its stupid!!!! All ma friends criticize me because of ma action, i know i hurt u a lot and thanks sebab praying for me will not happy with her cauze that is what's happening ryte now. I love my ex like crazy and now,she's treating me like i'm nothing!!! I dun understand....and she has changed a lot since i know her for the past 1 years and 8 month....I dun understand, she keep saying that she's matured and all but entahlah~~~ I'm confused...Emotion, Logic, Matured, all that stuff...and LOVE for the other hand...She is hurting me a lot...I text her almost everyday and every time but not one she reply and i did call her but she never pick-up, i mean she did pick-up but the time is random....mostly she didn't pick-up, and for your info Zy, thanks because your killing me from the inside, slowly and painfully..I accept u as u are but at least one message a day is enough for me to know that u care for me but not one single message u gave me, and u call me once a month, thanks a lot...YES i am childish but this is about my emotion and its my heart for god sake!!!!! Argghhh!!!!

I hate it!!! She treat me like i'm nothing!!! I......never mind...she doesn't care if i call her or not and she doesn't care if i didn't text her at all....All she said is whatever i dun care (Thats her favorite line)....what will you do if the girl you love treat you like nothing and never said i love you back to you, what will you feel?? I bet it hurts a lot ryte?? Well,thats what happening to me now. I dun know what should i do now, should i leave her?? Well,its easy saying but its hard for me to do that..(She knows me better) She should (she refers to Zy)....Why are you doing this to me?? Are u trying to make me hate you?? It will never work but it hurts me like HELL...I dunno what to do ryte now, i'm really-really confused with her~~

And fara, if u still read this, thanks for praying this to me, its working...I'm really hurt ryte now, and i bet your happy now kan?? I hope so and i betul2 mintak maaf dgn u...i hope you forgive me one day....and zy...thanks for hurting me, i really appreciate it. A lot!!! but the stupid thing is i still love you...i'm gonna disappear from your life soon, dun worry k..i'm gonna like GONE forever...i know you dun care if i'm gone or die ryte Zy?? You dun care anything about me now...just admit it..stop pretending yea..I get it you changed a lot and matured, i get it, but you know what, i'm gonna change too and when that time comes, you will realized that I'm the guy that really-really loves you but when that time comes you figured it out yourself k....

Ok Day~~

Hye guyss!!!! i'm here again,well...today just an ordinary day,emm...i just watched Predator the movie just now and the ending sucks!!!!! I mean TOTALLY!!! For you all guys out there please dun buy the story,its just not worth it,i mean the story's ending is just not worth it,believe me i know.....and tonight i open my Facebook account then i saw my Sweetheart(Fara Ain) chat with her friends lah kan,a guy and they seem really closed,i mean the men invited him to his house to go online for free then my Sayang Respond said gatal and everything...but really,it hurts...i dunno why tapi walaupun diorg just kwn kan but i dunno......i'm sorry Sygg but i tak suka taw,if u read this,u know that i'm sad tonite,sad sebab i takut ada lelaki lain take ur heart away from me..i'm scared sebab kita pun duduk jauh kan,yg tuu i faham tapi entahlah....I pun dah jadi kuat jealous mcm U taw.....huhuhuhuhu....i hope u faham sygg.....and mlm nie i'm not happy.....it hurts!!!! i hate this feelings!!!!!Think POSITIVE!!!Come on u can do it!!!Huhuhuhuhuu...i'll try.....i'm feeling really lonely ryte now....i dunno what to talk anymore,takde mood.....i think love is not meant for me after all.......

Hye guys!!! Its been soo long since my last update,seriously,it feels like ages,hehe...well,i'm back at college life,nothing interesting happens actually,still got ma old friends,and guess what,for this semester i got the same class as adda(ma best friend) ^_^ isn't that great??!! I'm so glad and happy,but she complained about me,she said that i can't stop talking,and i was talkative especially to the people that i know,she said that i keep talking until she can be crazy just by hear me talking,hee...sorry adda,i promised i will stop talking after this,dun worry k....and for my subjects...emmmmm~~ i hate Note taking!!!! I mean it involves a lot of reading and memory,i mean a lot i have to remember and i hate it!!! And the lecturer is @#$^!!! Seriously,and math on the other hand is like shit!!! I hate this semester,honestly,i didn't think i can make it this semester....huhuhuhu.....syggg!!! Please support me~~ U jew yg bleh make me smile and happy~~ I need u ryte now~~~ If u read this,i just want u to know that i love u!!!! >_< Sooo~~sooo muchie!!!! Muaaaaxxxxxx!!!! Bye guys,see ya all tonite....

Sunday~~~

Hye guyss!! Long time since ma last update,i know its been a long time but seriously,i've got nothing to say dohh~~ hehehe,just still with the same gurl,hope our relationship will last forever,i luv u fara ain!!!! >_< Ermmm....at home nie,the suasana die tuu taklah ok sangat i mean still got problem with ma brothers but this is ma family kan,and about ma motorcycle,i dunno lah nak beli motor apa,i mean,come on lah,i dunno...huhuhuhu....i miss all ma friends kat college,serius....takpe2,nanti baliklah aku kat college,sabar2...hehehe...ermm...apa lagy yea...well.today my job was just sleeping jew the entire day~~~~ heheheh..teruk kan?? Habis,dah takde kerja lain nak buat,yg laptop aku nie plak,asyik my little bro jew yg pegang and main game jew kerja die,huhuhu..sabar jelah aku...well...i guess thats it...good nyte everyone!!!! Nanti aku update lagy yea...and sygg,if u reading this,i just want to say i luv u like crazy and u are ma everything!!!!! >_< 1437~~^^ ^_~

Problems,problems...and...problems!!!!!

Hye guys,long time no see ya,i know i didn't update ma blog for a long time,but now i'm back!!!Hehehe...emm....well~~~i got a problem actually and tension ryte now,thats why i came here,to confess all ma feelings....the truth is,many things have happen to me lately,there are good things and bad...thingyyy...i hate to talk about this but i must and i should,that is the purpose i build this blog,its to express all the bad thingy in here..huhuhuhuhu...

well,recently,i just came back to Kuala Terengganu,and i have to finish my motorcycle license in this week but its hard,i dunno why but it feels soo hard to finish it and now my mum start yelling and screaming at me like i'm a total jerk. The truth is, i'm not very good at driving motorcycle and i think i have told that in ma blog ryte?? Well, and my dad!!!! He is such a crap!!! I mean he keep calling me everyday to go to K.L and i hate ittt!!!! I'm really sick of him,sick of everything!!! Yes,i want to go to K.L dad but i have to finish ma motorcycle license here,mum have paid the fee soo i must finish it here,not there....understand?? Haihh...i'm really tired...and i'm sick of life,i really am....damn i miss ma friends!!! and ma gurl!!! I really wish i can see her ryte now...huhuhuhu...i hope all this problem will go away as soon as possible..and ma result is coming out soon!!!!! Ohhh F&%$ i hate it~~~ Its not that i hate ma result is just that i'm scared ma IPC and ma Record Management subject....God...please help me...huhuhuhu....now i'm really scared and tension...it felt like the world is falling apart from me.....


P.S.
What comes around,goes around~~~~
(does't have any connection in ma life,just wanna type it for fun ^_^)

Lost a friend......

.........hye guys...yesterday,i lost a friend of mine,he is very precious to me....he is a good friend...well,i help his family with his funeral,huhuhu..its really sad...i dunno what to say...may god bless him and save him and may he go to heaven and may god forgive all his sins...AMIN. I'm gonna miss u Suhaidi Shakfar...

To my dearest sweetheart (Fara Ain)

I've never find a love like this before
Through the fire and the rain
Through the joy and the pain
Through the night and the day
I'll give you my heart
Every word you said
Make me fall deeper in love
I know the hearts all over the world
with the love in their lives
won't feel the same...
when i'm with you...
I've never felt so beautiful
but i do now...
Cauze i'm with you...
Now that i'm in love with you...
I love you...
1437...
I love you forever...

BoRiNg DaY~~~^^

hye guys!!! Its been a while...well..today is one hell of a boring day,in ma aunt's house....someone please help me~~~~~~Miserable+Unhappy+boring+boring~~~~Sooo boring....good thing i have ma sweetheart accompany me all the time,although just talking in the phone or sms but its worth it to make me smile....and Television for me is yesterday gadget....I miss her!!!!Soo badly~~~~ 1437 baby~~^^.......U are my life sayang~^^ I always love u.....She really makes me crazy about her..dunno why...if u all notice,kebelakangan nie i asyik cerita pasal ma baby jew kan~~ hehehe...i dah lupa benda lain dah..asyik ingat die jew....i think i sakit lah...sakit cinta dgn die..^_^ hehehe.....that picture is her...soo sweet..She is my sweetheart....my only sweetheart...and about ma license,argg~~ malasnya nak ambik,tapi terpaksa gak...huhuhu..oklah i guess...thats all for today...gotta go sms my baby..nanti balas lambat die marah...take care people....till next time...

The Girl Of ma Life~^^ 1437~^^

Hye guys~~ well...today is hell one of a boring day..but i manage to survive it by looking at ma Girls photo..she is soo sweet and cute!!!!I love you Fara Ain!!!I can't live without u in this world....I love you and only u in ma life!!!I harap sangat2 yg kita akan ada jodoh~~^^ U make ma life complete~~~^^

Tired~~tired~~tired~~~

hye guys!!!Guess what,today i got to drive a motorcycle for the first time in ma life!!!I mean i never drove one and now i have to drive one,soo suddenly,can u imagine how i got on a motorcycle for the first time,Scary+Nervous+excited hehehe.....well,it turn out pretty well i guess,and there re other two candidates(Chinese gurl and Indian girl) they also had trouble to ride a motorcycle, i mean they never ride one so they kinda have to learn slowly..just like me....and it turn out to be okay and today i was soo tired~~~ when i got back home,my maid serve me some food, then i got ma bath done then i sleep~~~~~~~ until 9:00 p.m......huhuhu...soo tired~~~~tired~~~~~ but i manage to update ma blog..and i have a date with ma gf in a phone...we talk like almost an hour or more,ohh man, the bill is going to kill me....(my aunt is gonna kill me) but its worthy fo me...I love you fara ain~~~ 1437~^^

FiRsT DaY At Ma AuNt'S hOuSe~~^^

hye guys~~ Now i'm in the mood to update ma blog,got nothing else to do meh~~ hehehe,as usual, i wake up around 8:00 a.m. and then i go to the toilet to brush ma teeth,^_^ then i go downstairs to check for any breakfast,then...the maid serve me Bihun Goreng jew,(normal food)and while i was eat,the maid prepare me a bread with sugar on the top with some butter on it,okay,i guess thats a normal maid but wait a minute!!!I saw two, no three different drinks the maid serve me (hot tea,grapes juice, and orange juice) WOW!!! In my head, this maid is way over taking care of me, i mean she treated me like i'm a King's Son....hehehe...very high standard lah ma aunt nie....and guess what, i drink all.....^_^...if this continue,i need to go to the gym or something to work out...and i update ma blog just to tell about ma maid,silly me...well,at least you all know ma maid...no matter how good the maid is,Boring still Boring k~~~~ Bored+Happy...ok guys,i need to take a shower....soo smelly in here (thats me) oklah,i'll update as soon as i got new stories in ma life k guys....(To My SYGG) Muahxx!!! Luv u!!!! Study hard k and dun notty2 taw....If you notty2 gak i have to bite you....^_^

HoLiDaY Is CaLLiNg~~~

well,as you all know,now is HoLiDaY TimE!!!!!!!!hehehe...now i'm in ma aunt's house,very2 boring....just got a maid here..i mean its a big house and just got a maid??!!Damn bored,but i still have ma laptop soo this is my ticket to happiness....sooo,i can feel that its going to be a long holiday this year...^_^,i can tell,and ma friend ZhiZhiZin is back!!!I mean after all the wait,suddenly i can chat with her again,its been fun chatting with her....and all ma friends in SP semua dah kecoh kata I'm coming back!!!!Yelah,kwn2 lama kan,rindu you guys!!!And to ma ehem2...i'm soo happy being with u....i janji i akan melamar u jadi GF i depan2 org nanti....dun be shy or jgn lari belakang dinding taw.....hehehe....muahxxx to u!!!!!Got nothing else to say......very2 bored here...

TwO ThInGs~^^

Hye guys,here i am again talking about ma life everyday,honestly,i'm really tired ryte now cause i just got back from Pantai Merdeka,guess what,today i hang out with ma friends and it was soo cool and awesome,many funny moments that i will remember,hehehe..thanks guys for giving me such a good and sweet memory to remember...and the second thing is about my love life,i think i have mentioned the named Fara Ain ryte??Well,she is the girl that i have a crush on but the problem is she always think that i'm a playboy and always sweet talks with girls and cheat girls too....honestly,i am nothing like that Fara,believe me...If i was like that then i think i have already married ryte now and already have childrens....seriusly...Fara Ain,i will do anything to prove to you that i am nothing like that.....huhuhuhu...well,whats the point,you will never gonna believe me anyway....FYI,in ma love life,always like this happen,i mean when i like someone,there is always obstacle that will prevent me from getting the girl i want,like right now my situation with Fara Ain....now i have one good reason why i hate ma love life....

Well,life should moved on....honestly,i think i will never get her (Fara Ain)..soo i think i should stop dreaming about her or else ma heart is going to be the victim...i'm tired already of chasing something that doesn't want me,you all know what i mean right?? Chasing something that is impossible to get,Tired~~~~ Well,at least i still have my best friend (Aiman,Adda,Sai,Anis,Aril,Along,Aizat,Ben,Wen,Safuan,Luqman,Qaiyum) thanks guys for always being there when i need you guys, especially Aiman and Adda...thanks...man i hate ma love life!!!!!!You know what,when i think back,being alone is not soo bad after all,i mean think about it,when we die,we die alone ryte??Huhuhu......thats it i guess..and Fara Ain,if you are reading this ryte now well please dun be mad at me cause i like you soo much and i know you will never gonna believe me until we meet face to face right fara?? Its okay,i'm okay...i will get over this feelings soon...I think you deserve a better guy then me....i think i'm gonna let you go,even if its the hardest thing to do but i have too....being friends with you was fun and exciting..u always makes me smile,hehehe..thanks for all the sweet moments although its just on the phone or in the sms but for me its sweet and i will remember and treasure it always k fara....I'm not saying goodbye to you or anything but i think i will stop making u wanna like me...faham tak fara??I tak nak dah paksa you suka kat i..biar perasaan suka tuu datang sendiri,i tak nak paksa..soo mulai skrg i will just be a good friend to u k...no more flirty2 with u or trying to seduce u or anything,NO MORE~~~I will just being a good friend to you and thats it...unless you yg mintak nak lebih then i jadi lebih...(i know that will never gonna happen in a million years)huhuhuhu...oklah,i'm tired+Happy...(ohh and by the way fara kan i cakap kata i nak pergi penang kan kat u,sorry tak jadi pergi sana soo kitaorg just pergi Pantai Merdeka instead,hope you faham and i tak tipu k,dah memang tak jadi last2 minute so tukar pergi Pantai Merdeka)anyway it was fun....ok guys...see ya all next time!!!!

CoNfUsEd In LiFe~~

hye guys,its been a while,sorry for the long wait,i just feels lazy to update ma blog...hehehe..anyway,for the past few days,i have been through soo many things and i thought maybe its time for me to express myself....ermm....well...i'm a little confused lately and i dunno why,huhuhu...and today my best friend went on a date,hehehe,i hope it went okay for them and me as usual,just sit in my room doing nothing except playing games,online ma FB,eat,sleep...and keep doing the same thing over and over again,huhuhu...you all can imagine how boring i was,anyway,i text message with ma friend (Fara Ain)and she says that i'm a playboy????To tell you all the truth,it hurts a lot,i mean i dun have anybody else except her and izzati and my best friend aiman and adda, and sai...thats all the friend i got and yet she talks like i have a lot of girls all around me....huhuhu...how could she....the girl that i have a crush on says to me something like that.....man........my life sucks!!!! Well,this is reality,i just have to get over it and moved on....but seriously,i'm feeling soo lonely ryte now....someone!!Anyone!!Please help me out from this darkness!!!! I hate this place.....

EmO ToDaY~~~

Hye guys,today i want to share something with u guys,ermm...well my family came today and they picked me up to stay at my aunt house for a day and it does't turn out to be soo good,i mean i am happy and glad to see them okay but things just not okay for me......huhuhuhu..................in life,there are many problems that i can't handle and the truth is i need someone,i think i need someone to support me from behind,to comfort me all the way in life....but as you all know,who wants me ryte??huhuhu......and the great news is i just cut my hair today and i love it this short,hehe....i'm sure all ma friends are gonna freaked out ^_^.....and yeah,i just smile from the outside but nobody knows that inside of me is full of pain and suffering.......this is my life and whether i like it or not,i just have to deal with it.......

BeInG tOGeThEr AnD BrOkEn-Up.~~~

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.
My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.
Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.
You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.
Wanting her is hard to forget, loving her is hard to regret, losing her is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.
For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.
We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.
People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.
I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.
You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.
I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped.
Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.
I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
While I was holding on all you did was let go.
Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.
I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.
Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found.
Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.
No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

My DeAr FrIeNd~^^

hye guys,its been a while since i update my blog and now i'm back,but seriously today i just got to know a new friend from facebook and she is soo damn cute!!!! Kawaii!!! >_< okay2,back to the main point,i was right because everyone has a problem in this world even hers,as you all please read her blog http://mikacouldsmile.blogspot.com/ k....and when i read her blog,i know that she need all her friends to support her no matter what cause in my opinion,she has a lot of problem that she kept from us and i really2 want to help her,honestly....i dunno why but this girl got something about her that keeps me going after her,ermm~~~~ well,one thing that i know is i love to be friends with her and yeah she is adorable.....i will support you in all the way i can okay IzWiN ZiN...and about my final exams,well tomorrow i got an english test (BEL260) wish me luck guys!!!! Okay, and for IzWiN, whatever problems you have right now, i wish that you will become more stronger to face that problem okay and please remember that you are not alone, your friends will always be there for you, we all there in your heart k...

FiNaL ExAm CaLlinG!!!!

Hye guys!!!!As you all know, final exam is just around the corner and guess what, tomorrow start with a CTU151(Agama Islam) and i have to study, study and study....and my mother called today and she keep saying that she really hope that my pointer will be 3.50% and above. To tell you all the truth, i'm scared,but reality is reality...huhuhu...i have many problems in my head actually, i just don't show it too much because i don't want my friend to worry about me especially Aiman(My best friend)...Man, life is full of problems,right now i'm studying CTU151....Bye guys and wish me luck for tomorrow exams......

HaPpY BiRtHdAy IjAt!!!!!!

hye guys!!!As you all can see,today is my friends birthday!!!!YAY!!!We celebrate it with full of surprises and as you all know, we throw a flour at him and it was hillarious!!!!Hahahahaha....and i get a flour on my head and at my face as well so hahaha to everyone except for abang hafiz cause he ran away....very2 far just to escape from us, but seriously, it was hillarious and fun!!!!Fun covered in dirt,hehehe....well,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU JATT!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A GOOD RESULT THIS SEMESTER YEA.....If i have a picture of him, i will upload it, i try my best....bye for now....!!!

Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes

HaTe .....

Hye guys!! Well, i know i haven't update my blog for a while but a lot of things have happen to me and trust me, its not a good thing (just bad things happen) Life sucks!! I hate problems but we can't hide from it or run from it rite?? Well, today i gotta go send my clothes to the laundry, hehe, to lazy to clean it up myself (as usual). Well, i dun have much to say..................blur~~^^...........i guess thats it...byee~~^^

FrIdAy CoUnTdOwN~~

Hye guys!!!! Well, today is a pretty boring day and this morning, i just finish my RM (Record Management) test and its sucks cause i dun study any....huhuhu....but the question is pretty ok and i manage to answer. Guess what, today it felt like years for the night to come because i dun have anything to do i mean, i dun have any GF to go out with and all my friends, they keep online all day. Can u all imagine just online the entire day????!!! Man~~~ Life is soo boring today~~~ and nothing interesting happen to me today....emmm.....YEAH, i almost forgot..My roommates just found a kitten and its soo cute!!!! But sometimes he is being annoying.....I mean when i wake up from bed, i found him just behind my head...Hahahahaha....i was soo shock actually but i put him down the floor after that...and Fara is still doesn't text me....I miss her and i miss my family so much!!!!! I dun know whats in my mind ryte now....huhuhu...and i did watch a couple of movies in my laptop, one of the movie is entitled as SEPI...have you all heard this story before?? This story is more to a romantic/romance genre....and for me, in reality, there is no such thing as a happy ending, i mean reality is cruel and the world is a cruel place itself so yeah....for me there is no such thing as true love and there is no happy endings. Sorry guys but this is just an opinion okay...Got to go.....ITADAKIMASU!!!! See you guys later.....

TaKinG Back My LoVE!!!!

Hye guys!!!! Wonder why my title post is a song name?? hehe..well, while i was typing this, i was listen to this song, hope you guys okay with that...soo emm....another day, another disaster....well, today i have 2 tests and i dunno whether i can do it or not.... anyway, i go to class as usual and i studied......and guess what, my mother called today, and she is really-really hope that my result is better then my last semester (2.37%) and that is soo low~~~ and my mother ask me whether if its okay if she wants to buy another cat........and i think its okay, although i'm allergic with the cats fur actually...i still can manage to live.............what the F!!! First time, i dun have nothing to write this time...ohh yeah!!! About Fara, i almost forgot, she didn't even sms me either since yesterday...Honestly, i think Izzati is trying to get rid of me in Fara's head ryte now......Damn i miss her sooo much!!!! and ohh, did i mention that i get a little fight with my friend....Girl Friend......just a friend k guys....and its really hard to persuade her to be better....Girls is complicated, trust me, i know...and i think i'm gonna be sick because my throat not feeling better....i should buy a Strepsils when i have the chance.....well, life is full of problems but i have to moved on...I really hope that Fara will text me soon.....(I really miss her) huhuhuhu......and tomorrow i got record management test in the morning at 9:00 a.m.....i hope i can do it...got to go study now...wish me luck k guys...and give my friends up in the picture a shout-out k!!!!!!!!THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING ME ADDA!!!! I MISS U~~~~^_^

AnOthEr DaY, AnOthEr PrObLeM

well, today i just finish my test, and i'm not pretty sure i can do it or not........(doesn't matter) anyway, today is a pretty exhausted day for me, apparently i have to do many things and i like run there and go there and go back....and.......i have a mental test this evening and it went okay.....and Fara didn't even text me....huhuhu..so disappointed...and today i have to ride a bus with full of girls!!!!!!!! It was soooo embarrassing that i have to face all that girls in the bus and some of them know my name and thats makes me confused~~~ I mean come on!!!I didn't even know her and suddenly she knows my full name???!!!! Is she spying on me??Cause it really freaking me out....honestly and annoying cause when they know my name, they can say bad stuff about me and thats bad~~ >_<....But i manage to get new friends though....although they are GIRLS, i mean they still human ryte?? Emmmm...i guess thats all...keep in touch everyone!!!!I'll see you all soon enough.......

LiFe Is CoMpliCaTeD!!!!!

Life is complicated and i really2 hate it. No one understands me and that is truly true!!!!I bet some of you have your own problem and no one can understand your problem ryte??Well, the reason why i created this blog is to express all my feelings in it. What i hate the most is about my love life.......God i hate this part!!!!I love this girl like crazy but no one understands me....even my parents. I can't denied that life is full of problems and we can't run from it, yes its true. All this time, when i love someone.....i realize that i was trying to find a girl just like my ex-gf...I mean i tried to forget about her but I CAN'T!!!!! I tried though....i really-really hate this feelings.....it felt like i was going crazy but at the same time, it hurts soo much...the pain, its killing me from the inside. I mean she doesn't want to meet me for once???I mean come on.....just once and yet she still give no answer....now because of her, i throw away my Myspace account and my Facebook account....This is really a tough time for me ryte now and i need to be alone.....Love hurts and the pain is unexplainable....Not even words can express it...I hope i'll be better soon....